I started this blog as a journal of events from being distractible. I used to think boredom was a symptom of being distractible, but now I see it is a state of emotion or feeling on a scale somewhere between cheerful and apathetic. It's possible in any situation to change the state of boredom towards interest and it happens by using one's analytical mind.

Learning about the mind and seeing that what I'm learning makes sense makes me ecstatic. I've always believed that the mind was powerful, but to understand how it's powerful and how to use its power is "mind-blowing".

I started this blog when I was having problems in my spiritual life. I had difficulty with prayer. In 1 Peter 4:7 Peter writes, "The end of all things is near. Therefore be clear minded and self-controlled so that you can pray." (The Holy Bible, New International Version) I tried every day, but some days I'd just sit there or lie facedown with nothing but my breath coming out. I had so much to say but no ability in my mind to say it. I could say anything to people if they were willing to listen. I realize that the problem was that I had no one close by who was a good listener. My mind became clouded with thoughts and anxieties.

Today, for the first time in years, I prayed with a clear mind and with self control. I finally found people who listen...

(To be continued)